Just when I thought a major life issue had been resolved, the rug was pulled out from under me this morning. For a moment, I was devastated. Then a few things happened to make me realize the situation was not devastating after all. #1: I remembered that everything can almost always be fixed, #2: bad news is often not as bad as you think it is when you first hear it and last, but most certainly far from being least, #3: I was reminded that I have the love and support of an incredible man who promises to stand by me and hold my hand through whatever comes our way. I say reminded, but truly I knew that in my heart all along because his voice was the first one I wanted to hear...his opinion was the one I wanted and the one I value most...his shoulder was the one I wanted to lean on.
I've learned many lessons the past several months. I've learned to never let anything or anyone cast a shadow over my happiness... to never postpone joy... to never walk away from love and to fight like hell for it if you have to... to trust myself and the ones who truly love me...that even painful truth is better than a lie...and that I have so very much to be thankful for. I am blessed beyond words.
So this bump in the road is just that...a bump. As my mom always said, "Don't make a mountain out of a molehill." Everything happens for a reason. My life is shaping up beautifully. This is just a step on the path so I'll place my hand in the hand of the man I love...and walk on.
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